WELCOME TO OUR 2005 NEWSLETTER!
Welcome from Aberdeen with its billions of daffodils,
biting cold wet wind one minute, and before you know it, glorious bright
warm sunshine the next.
You may remember that last year we put out the "Students'
Magazine". Well, although this year's newsletter was not a result
of the students' wishes, nevertheless, as you will see, many of the articles
have been written by the students. Their enthusiasm is irrepressible!
However, this time, our intention was to keep you all informed of the
many changes that have taken place in Beannachar over the last year, and
to present aspects of our life that may be of interest - things that go
on behind the scenes as it were. Beannachar is certainly an exciting and
stimulating place to live, and I hope that some of that comes across in
the following pages.
It is a special thought that these words are going out
to you all and the many friends, and parents, ex-co-workers, ex-students
who feel connected to us. Whoever you are, enjoy it! And don't forget
to keep in touch...
Richard Phethean April 2005
Who's who in Beannachar and how we work together
Beannachar is a place where there is always a lot going on: students
moving in and other students moving out; co-workers coming and others
leaving; children growing up and leaving home and others arriving to cheer
us up! There are of course many visitors who come for shorter or longer
periods throughout the year.
I will try and bring you up to date with what's been happening and I
hope I don't leave anybody out! (If I do I'm sorry!)
Students

Some students enjoying tea break in
Rose House
Samantha has moved on to Tiphereth (in October.) Alan
Leiper and John Nicholson moved to Newton Dee. Richard Strachan has moved
to Corbenic. These are three other Camphill places, all in Scotland. Kerri
has moved across to Sycamore. Sara has moved into Rose and Emma has moved
into Silver Birch (they were day students before.) Frankie McBrier and
James Fidget have moved into Rose. Mark is now a day student and has moved
out of Silver Birch. There are three new day students Alan, Jayde and
Richard Bowler. We still have a few spaces, so soon some people will be
coming for a trial visit.
Co-Workers

It's always busy at the smokers corner!
Many co-workers left last summer, but some stayed on: Iain in Silver
Birch, Joanne in Rose and Jan in Sycamore. Solrun, Jonas, Vera and Florian
joined Silver Birch. Anja, Mia, Tobias and Matthias joined Sycamore. Mia
left at Christmas, but Keith Williamson (who was a co-worker in Rose several
years ago) has returned in Sycamore. Solveig, Gunnar, Aziz and Christian
joined Rose. Adam left in November.
However, some things do stay the same: Andy and Barbara and family are
still in Sycamore with Susan. Gabriele and Juri are still in Silver Birch
with Dave and Elisabeth and Richard are still in Rose. (Andrew Phethean
is now at school in Edinburgh.)
Visitors
As I said visitors are a really important part of our
life. Twice a year we have pupils from Waldorf schools in Germany. We
have people coming to learn about herb work and former co-workers come
to stay during their holidays. Co-workers friends and family members often
visit and future co-workers come for trial visits. So we have invested
in three high-class caravans with electricity fitted in all of them so
visiting Beannachar is a bit more comfortable now.

An Outing to Slains Castle
Beannachar Meeting
After a break during the autumn, the Beannachar meeting has started up
again for two hours every Monday afternoon. This is a forum for all long-term
co-workers and there are currently 14 members, which is a bigger circle
than ever before.
Many of the issues that were formerly dealt with by the management group
now go to the Beannachar meeting for discussion e.g. development and building,
training; planning festivals; changes of work and sharing of concerns.
We are looking forward to having a day's creative workshop together in
April.
Management Group
The management group members have been very busy updating policies and
procedures and writing a few new ones. This is partly as a result of our
own ongoing development and partly in response to new requirements from
the care commission and insurance brokers.
The management group is responsible for the day to day running of the
community and is answerable to our management council, which meets every
6 weeks. We have to keep track of the finances and of any legal issues,
as well as having an overview of everything going on here.
Students' Meeting
This happens once a week and has become a very important forum for discussions,
information sharing and sometimes even practical activities e.g. last
week the students were busy preparing their contributions to the Backpack
Appeal for victims of the tsunami. They often invite speakers on a very
wide range of topics and then sometimes they have an open forum on matters
closer to home.
The students meeting here is linked into the nationwide gatherings of
Camphill residents of which there have been three already. Beannachar
hosted one of these student conferences in March. These in turn are linked
to the really successful inclusive conferences at New Lanark- the second
of these will take place in April.
Elisabeth Phethean

Winter View over our fields
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Beannachar's Development Plan
At the end of 2002, the Beannachar Management Group began the process
of drawing up a Development Plan for the first time. There were several
factors that all came together over a period of time that led us to do
this.
There were questions about the following issues:
- Needing more people to carry the community into the future
- Providing appropriate care and training for the students and what
type of student benefits from our training programmes and fit best into
our community lifestyle
- The need to provide more single rooms for students
- Our intention to further our independence skills training course.
- Supporting the students in making plans for the time when they leave
Beannachar
In the light of the many changes in recent years our Management Group
and Management Council felt the need to draw up financial projections
to cover the future human resource needs and overall development needs
of the community. This was made more pressing by the fact that we were
projecting a decrease in the number of students and an increase in the
need to engage more employees.
In addition we were formulating a Training Matrix in order to plan how
all the appropriate people are going to acquire the appropriate qualifications
needed to continue their work.
As part of the ongoing inspection process, the Care Commission inspectors
had also asked us to draw up a development plan.
Once the Management Group had made a first draft of the plan we began
a lengthy process of asking all the various groups of people in the community
for their feedback and suggestions, which were then incorporated into
future drafts.
The groups consulted were:
- The Students Meeting
- The co-workers: the draft plan was discussed in both House Meetings
and Co-worker Meetings
- The Beannachar Meeting: The meeting of all the permanent co-workers
and employees
- The Management Council

Sunset over our garden
The finalised Development Plan was approved by the Beannachar Management
Council on 6th July 2004 and published in August 2004.
The Development Plan is intended to be a working document that will be
reviewed and amended as necessary on an annual basis. The intention is
to ensure that the Plan will be worked upon on an ongoing basis in order
to ensure that at any stage it always covers projections for the next
5 years.
Summary of Development Plan Main Conclusions:
People:
We intend to develop students' independence skills and future planning.
There will probably be a decrease in the number of residential students
from 22 to 19
We need to find people to carry Beannachar forward when the two main families
are no longer in a position to do so
We intend to maintain a mix/spread of abilities and the same age group
of students
We intend to increase the number of single bedrooms available for students
Buildings:
We intend to build a new small living unit with six bedrooms. This house
will be designed to be as flexible as possible so as to accommodate any
combination of up to 3 students (with en-suite single bedrooms), co-workers
attached to the new house or one of the existing houses, a small family
(new family for the future or retiring "old family").
We would seek to have the construction of this house funded by our sister
organisation, Camphill Estates and for it to constructed as ecologically
friendly as possible
A games / social room with a "training flat" attached that would
be used for the enhanced Independent Living Skills programme. This building
would need to be financed through a fundraising campaign.
Dave Nicholson
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An Article about the Candle Workshop
by Emma

Kevin with a 'cross' - for dipping
eight candles at once
I work in the candle workshop every afternoon. I hear that the candle
used to be a pottery workshop a long time ago. I dip candles together
with Juri, Stephen, Trevor and Tobias. I am also good at scraping, cleaning
crosses, doing wicks and weights, and learned a new skill in the candles:
colour pot dipping. I dip candles together with Stephen Stuart. I can
dip red candles and yellow candles and fetching tea break every Monday.
It's good work in the candles.
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The Farm by Paul

Paul on the farm
My name is Paul I work on the farm in the morning it is good fun. I like
the farm when I came to the farm I did not know what to do. And since
I have been on the farm I have got more independent I can drive The Kobuta
and I can feed the animals and do other jobs. With the Kubota ---one morning
I feed the animals all on my own.
Andy adds:
Several students have been taught how to drive the compact tractor (the
Kubota) recently, with varying degrees of success! This certainly helps
boost confidence and enables students to enjoy a different work experience.
Some of them, like Paul, are able to take the tractor and feed the sheep
in the field or do other jobs without any supervision at all. Others need
a co-worker walking alongside the tractor to ensure that things are kept
within safe limits.
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Kerri on the tractor
Farm Update with Andy Plant
To give you readers a taste of what is happening on the farm; a recent
project has been to clear out some rhododendron and laurel from the woods
and fell a few small sycamore trees to create an open space so that we
can plant some Scots Pine trees to replace a massive one that was felled
after sustaining storm damage several years ago. In a Victorian estate
like Beannachar the rhododendron needs constant work to keep it under
control, so we are never short of work!
Andy
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THE HERB WORKSHOP by Carolyn
Seviour
The Herb Workshop is a very busy place; it has to be to keep up with the
ever-increasing demand for its products. The struggle to keep the neat
little cupboards of its dispensary replenished with our "best-sellers"
is daily, although, of course, this daily work must also be woven around
the seasons and the weather too.
Sadly, there is little time for me to be involved in the cultivation,
harvesting and processing of the herbs to make our products, for my job
may be more likened to that of the shop assistant, that is to say I interface
with the customers. Usually, there is a nice, steady trickle of customers
who call in person, these are the ones who venture into the unknown and
find our delightfully hidden haven at Beannachar with beautiful buildings
and gardens and intriguing workshops. This is where the Herb Workshop
is a real "pull" that is to say it draws people in from outside
in the wider community, which in turn promotes recognition, understanding
and support for the work of the Camphill Movement. Whenever appropriate,
I do try to alert the customers calling at the Herb Workshop to the fact
that there are also superb weaving and wood workshops as well as candle
making taking place here at Beannachar. The Herb Workshop is also the
outlet for people wishing to buy from our lovely range of beeswax candles.
Very recently, Richard incorporated a "new style" candle order
form now carrying pictures of the full range of Beannachar candles into
our Herbal Product List. This move we hope will alleviate to some extent
the large orders which pour in from all over the U.K. and Ireland for
both candles and herbal goods in the run-up to Christmas.
Customers who call in person are often referred to us by the Camphill
Medical Practice at Murtle, the district nurse, an alternative practitioner
or they've heard about us through their association with the Aberdeen
Waldorf School or the other nearby Camphill Communities. All these customers
who call on us are invariably delighted with what they find and ask many
questions, enthuse about our products and leave vowing to tell their friends
all about us.
However, these people account for only a small proportion of our customer
database, which is now quite extensive. Therefore, most of my interfacing
with customers is by telephone, by letter, or simply by way of a box of
packaged goods with accompanying invoice in response to an order which
has come by fax or via snail mail or e-mail.
Naturally, I try to learn as much as I can from Richard about the uses
which our herbal products can be put to, how they should be used and health
issues and nutrition in general are often discussed during our Wonderful
Tea Breaks. This allows me to be as helpful as I can be in response to
customer questions and often our customers are seeking advice on herbal
treatments for a particular ailment.

Wonderful Tea Break in the Herb Worskhop: L-R: Richard, Alan,
Christian, Horst, Carolyn, Kier, Michael, James (not the usual herb team)
Another aspect of my work is to post out vitamin supplements to those
individuals who have Down's Syndrome. All the students at Beannachar who
have Down's Syndrome take these supplements and the house co-ordinators
order them from me as required. Our customer database for these products
is also ever increasing as the word spreads and we now send these items
to various countries in Europe and we still retain one customer in Canada,
although North America produces its own, very similar product. Beannachar
is the only outlet in the U.K. for the powdered vitamin and mineral supplement
and its formulation is in conjunction with research carried out by the
Down's Syndrome Research Foundation.
By far, the bulk of my time is spent in packaging orders ready for dispatch
by Royal Mail, quite often to destinations in Europe. These orders are,
at times, for raw materials where others are setting up a similar enterprise
making similar herbal products. Richard believes in putting his tinctures,
elixirs and oils into darkened glass bottles as opposed to plastic bottles.
Therefore packaging must be done with extra care. Environmental issues
are another topic which come up during our Wonderful Tea Breaks and the
types of packaging material we use is certainly of concern to us. I'm
the one to blame if your bottles don't always come wrapped in corrugated
cardboard. I've found the long time spent cutting small pieces of this
material not only sore on my hands but also slower than using the plastic
bubble wrap. However, I do spend time sorting donations of packing materials
for re-use. If you should ever visit the Herb Workshop and find a pile
of cardboard boxes on the floor of my room, please forgive me I've been
hunting down the right size of box again and dragged them all down from
the shelves.

Calum grinding herbs
As you may surmise then, I am responsible for keeping the accounts of
all the orders sent out and if you were to ask me the task which I like
least of all the jobs I do in the Herb Workshop it would be sending out
"reminders" to people who have forgotten to pay us. There are
always some customers who do this and sometimes I have to send out several
" reminders".
When necessary, I help or guide the students with their tasks and another
of my roles is to act as postmistress for the community; the nearest Post
Office is at some distance from Beannachar and many of our residents are
a long way from home.
I wish to end by saying that, above all, the work carried out by the Herb
Workshop is a labour of love for all who come here to work; this spirit
is always present even when the going gets tough - perhaps that's why
our customers seem to get so much benefit, as well as pleasure from using
the Herb Workshop products. And Richard's wit and humour gives us lots
of laughs during those Wonderful Tea Breaks which are not only excellent
nourishment for our bodies but also nourish our minds and spirits. Really
you get very spoiled when you are lucky enough to work in the Herb Workshop.
Carolyn Seviour
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Paul labelling bottles
The Herbs by Paul
The herbs are good fun too. I am in the herbs in the afternoon I also
have jobs. I can do myself I do the oils and the bottles and the tubes
and the teas too in the bags and get the tea break and fetching water.
Also I can do the closing of the tubes, which is a difficult job to do
but if you practice every day you get better at it. When doing a job you
have to know what you are doing if it is working on the farm or in the
herbs you need to concentrate on the job.
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Kerri interviews Myra
Kerri: When did you start working in Beannachar ?
Myra: three years ago in March.
K: What did you do before ?
M: I worked in a garage office, in a shop, and in a commercial office.
K: What kind of things do you do in your work here ?
M: I worked in the office until January 2005. I typed letters, SVQ work
for Elisabeth, I did photocopying, printing, the financial records of
the students' money. I even swept the floor ! The office is always busy.
Sometimes I went to students' reviews to take the minutes. I liked that
because I got to know the students and their families better. I drove
Richard Watt home to Grangemouth every second Thursday - he was the DJ
- in charge of the music. Whenever I started to sing along, he would turn
the volume up to drown me out. Now I am workshop leader in the laundry
and find it very enjoyable. The teams of students are very hard working
and good fun. It can be very busy, especially after the weekend, but very
satisfying to see the clothes and house linen all clean and fresh. I feel
a bit like a "Gran" with 30 grandchildren! It's lovely.
K: Where do you live ? Do you have any children ?
M: I live in Peterculter. I have 2 grown-up sons and 3 grandchildren.

James and Myra
K: Do you have any hobbies ?
M: I love music; I go to a needlepoint class in Banchory - I'm doing cross-stitch.
I also like reading and going out with friends.
K: What kind of holidays do you like ?
M: The last 4 years I went abroad: to Turkey, Majorca, Gran Canaria and
Tenerife. Turkey was too hot and so was Tenerife - 46ºC. this year
I'm again going on a 'ladies' holiday to Gran Canaria with 5 friends.
K: What things do you like about your work here and what things do you
not like ?
M: I like mixing with the students and the "family" atmosphere
in Beannachar. There is less pressure here and less deadlines. If you
don't finish something one day, you can put it off until the next day.
I can't think of anything I don't like except the drive up to Beannachar
in winter, the snow makes it difficult to negotiate. I can drive all the
way from home to Beannachar, but the hardest part is getting up the drive.
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Our Laundry by Myra

A wintry walk to the laundry
The laundry is a very essential part of our community and connects to
each and every corner of Beannachar. The items passing through are varied:
towels, clothing, aprons, table linen, garden gloves. Each morning four
students share the work with a co-worker and workshop leader. Our three
washing machines run constantly, with each load being hung up in our drying
room. Between loads we all iron and fold the previous day's laundry, and
even find some spare minutes to relax and play a quick game of cards or
dominoes. Afternoons are again busy with three students who finish off
the ironing, pack up all the clean laundry and deliver it back to the
appropriate houses, with each student having their own basket to tidy
away. It is a busy life in the laundry but we all enjoy it and take a
pride in keeping Beannachar 'clean'!!
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John cuts wood
Steve talks about building the wood shed
Paul: When you first came to Beannachar, what were you trying to get
out of it?
Steve: I didn't really know what I was coming to, but I wanted to move
away from the crash-bang-wallop.
Rachel: What is crash-bang-wallop? What does it mean?
Steve: I mean working as fast as I can for a person who has lots of money.
I should say though, my old employer was the best boss I ever had.
Richard: Why did you build the wood shed and how did you build it?
Steve: Many trees on the estate have been felled over several years, and
these were recently cut into boards, and we needed a covered area to dry
and store these. They include yew, holly, ash and beech. We have put about
a third into the shed now. The construction method was developed by a
Canadian called Segal. It is good method for self-build which also uses
a minimum of concrete. Instead of using concrete for the whole foundation,
you make concrete pads. You can make timber homes in the same way, and
I made a shed in my garden by the same method.

Shamim gets to work on the shed
Carolyn: What is the advantage of this method?
Steve: The concrete does not need to be set out so accurately. Once one
concrete pad is cast, you take it as the starting point to measure the
level of the others, using a spirit level or theodolite. Then you cut
the legs of the frames to suit. It is a simple method. You do not have
to cast the studs plumb and hold them there until the concrete sets. We
mixed a couple of cubic metres of concrete by hand using the energy of
our strong young chaps.
Richard: Who helped with putting up the wooden frame?
Steve: That was Paul, Scott, Shamim, John, Adam, Richard Bowler and Kerri.
Sara was also in the team but had other tasks. They all helped to cut
the boards and to nail them on. We decided to arrange the boards diagonally
- this created a chevron effect, which looks nice, but they also act as
a brace. Horizontal boards would not have been so strong.
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Day Conference at Beannachar
by Dave Nicholson
On 10th March 2005 Beannachar hosted the latest in a series of Day Conferences
for people with special needs. The previous conferences had been hosted
at the Blair Drummond, Newton Dee and Loch Arthur Camphill Communities.
The theme of the conference was "My Rights and my Responsibilities"
A total of 60 people participated in the conference from 13 separate
Camphill and Garvald centres. Approximately 2/3rd of the participants
were adults with special needs and 1/3rd were co-workers or support workers.
Six people from Beannachar joined the conference: 4 students and 2 co-workers.
The day took the form of an introductory talk followed by half the participants
joining small discussion groups in the morning with the other half having
a tour of Beannachar. In the afternoon these groups were reversed. The
day concluded with a plenum session to gather together the issues raised
in the six discussion groups and to also look forward to the next conference
that will be held at Garvald West Linton in September 2005.
Apart from enhancing people's knowledge and understanding of rights and
responsibilities the conference also provided a valuable opportunity for
people from different communities to meet each other and to be social.
The generous tea breaks and buffet lunch were gratefully consumed, old
friends reacquainted and new friendships made.
Despite the inauspicious start with half the participants late arriving
due to horrendous traffic jams resulting from the roadworks in Dundee
the day was greatly enjoyed by all who took part.
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Training in Beannachar
by Dave Nicholson
Training has always been an integral and essential element in the life
and work at Beannachar. We are after all a "Training Centre for Young
Adults with Special Needs".
All the students at Beannachar be they residential or day attendees
undertake a training programme for the duration of their stay with the
aim of helping them to prepare for the next stage of their lives.
Historically this training has mainly taken the form of working in one
of our training workshops (farm, garden, herbs, woodwork, candles, laundry,
weaving or kitchens) and through life skills training in the house community
that they either live in or are attached to.

Lee cleans the fridge
In recent years our training programme has been expanded to include the
Independent Living Skills Course (soon to be expanded further to include
training for independence in cooking, laundry etc.) and through accessing
facilities outside of Beannachar.
The outside training courses being undertaken by students include attending
Aberdeen College (currently six students taking a variety of different
courses), attending Adult Literacy courses at a local school and attending
the Cornerstone Job Club.
Training for co-workers has historically been mainly "in house"
or through the various Camphill Seminar courses. Whilst this training
gave all our co-workers the knowledge they needed to undertake the work
in Beannachar it unfortunately did not give them a formal qualification
recognised by the Scottish Social Services Council (SSSC) or the Care
Commission.
The Regulation of Care (Scotland) Act as regulated by The Care Commission
and SSSC requires that workers in the care sector undergo training to
obtain recognised qualifications applicable to their responsibilities
and for all workers to be registered with SSSC.

Many students used their skills helping
out with building the wood shed
The registration with SSSC is being done in phases, the first of which
is for managers in 2005. The four members of the Beannachar Management
Group are nearing completion of the Scottish Vocational Qualification
(SVQ) level IV and the Registered Managers Award and should all have the
relevant qualifications in time for registration later this year.
Phase II of the registration process is for the other permanent workers
in Beannachar and will take place in 2007/8 (this date is unclear and
has changed several times over the last two years). For this group of
workers we currently have one workshop leader nearing completion of her
SVQ IV and another workshop leader due to start later this year. We have
one co-worker with the BACE qualification, one nearing completion of the
first stage of the course, two due to start the first stage in September
and one due to start the final stage in April 2006. (BACE is the Bachelor
of Arts in Curative Education, a course run jointly between Camphill and
the University of Aberdeen, and is recognised as being equivalent to a
social work degree). We also have two qualified nurses living in Beannachar,
one person studying for a counselling qualification and two people undertaking
the Kate Roth Seminar for homemakers.
For our one-year co-workers we provide a detailed induction course and
a nine-month long foundation course. Whilst we believe that these fully
equip the co-workers for their work they are however not undertaking a
course that leads to a recognised qualification.
By being proactive in respect of training Beannachar should meet the
Care Commission's requirement that 50% of our permanent workers are by
the end of 2005 either qualified or actively working towards a recognised
qualification. It is however not clear at present what position the Care
Commission and the SSSC will adopt in respect of the training provided
to one-year co-workers.
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Easter 2005
By Richard Phethean
We started our Easter celebrations on Palm Sunday with a gathering. Gabriele
had made a beautiful centre decoration from twigs that were beginning
to burst open and a bowl of wheat-grain that was beginning to sprout.
These are Easter symbols, signifying the resurrection of nature from the
cold of winter, as a symbol of Christ's resurrection.

The Palm Sunday Gathering
We sang two songs, heard the Bible reading for Palm Sunday, and Andy gave
a talk about the meaning of Easter. He talked about the energy crisis
and global warming, and how mankind needs to lift his spirit upwards and
overcome the fall of man through the Christ. Man's need for energy has
led him ever downwards into the realm of the earth and those forces that
lie in a denser realm than the natural world - think of mining for coal
and oil and the dark forces of electricity and nuclear power. In our greed
for energy have we lost sight of the inequality that exists in the world?
Perhaps the energy we need to discover now is our own inner light and
enthusiasm that can spread joy and hope into the world. This is resurrection
of the spirit in the Easter message.

Palm Sunday boundary walk
In the afternoon we had our usual "boundary walk" or "beating
the bounds" as it is sometimes called. The weather was unusually
very misty, but the mood of the walk was particularly harmonious, and
everyone seemed to join in a relaxed and gathered way.
We had gatherings each day and examined the events in Christ's life during
that very special week, and tried to recreate the mood of each day. We
then split up into different groups that engaged in the artistic activities
of plant drawing, nature sculpture, bell casting, painting and drama.
Festivals such as this are really high moments in the community's life,
where we break up the usual rhythm and find inspiration and joy together.
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My Painting Project for the Service Room
by Katherine Phethean
The service room painting project came about in the sort of round-about
accidental fashion that seems to have become characteristic of Good Things
in my life. One day all the piles of ancient and dusty drawings made by
me as far back as school days were taken down from the loft, sifted through
and the better ones framed. The dark corridors of Beannachar have become
homes for my romantic teenage notions and my tentative steps in unknown
mediums. Following the framing of one snowy scene now hanging in Sycamore,
various people suggested something similar for the Service Room. I was
both eager and anxious at the prospect of such a project, and so it lay
dormant with me while I tried to muster courage enough to embark on it.
Speaking with the Beannachar Meeting Members helped me - gave me ideas
and made me feel more confident in my own thoughts about the project.
What I really wanted to express was something of what Beannachar meant
- to the community and to me. I have spent the majority of my life there.
The early years seem a rich tapestry of games and fantastical adventures
in wildernesses, of Halloweens and folk-dancing and picnics by the river
in summertime. Open days with ice-cream and hotdogs and pony rides, the
tractor and trailer festooned with garlands offering tours of the estate
for 50p. Illicit dens in the hay barn, secret rhododendron castles, hidden
stashes of pilfered almonds, injured crows, rabbit sculls, and ancient
glass bottles found in the forest. But as I grew, Beannachar shrank. The
haunts of my childhood seemed less imposing, forests tidied up and made
way for paths and lawns. Rose house was built, the workshops expanded,
areas of Beannachar previously inaccessible to all but the small dedicated
bodies of children were opened up to be enjoyed by co-workers and students.
Part of me resisted to the slow and steady improvements to Beannachar,
but I reminded myself of how lucky I have been. Although I feel connected
to the place, it isn't really mine, the community works in its own ways,
intricate and mysterious to me. I believe it has something rare, uplifting,
full of hope for all that are part of it, since it forms the crucial part
of a journey from one phase of life to another. I have also experienced
this, growing up there. This is what I wanted to express in my painting,
a journey through a fantasy land, where the destination is unclear, but
full of light.
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ROOMMATES

Kerri and Andrew
My name is Emma Louise Millar and Alex Brankin we are roommates together
I have been Alex's roommate for five happy years I started coming to Beannachar
as a day student in August I came as a resident student in August eighth
2004 I am working in different workshops around Beannachar like the farm
and garden workshops and wood work and weavery workshops I live in Silver
Birch with Juri and Gabriele my house mother I am sharing a room with
Alex for a long time she is a very nice roommate and a nice young lady
just like myself I am sometimes a bit of a mischief sometimes I like going
for free evenings with my friends in Sycamore like Kerri and Andrew Sheppard
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Brian fixing the
lamp at the top
of the drive
Scott Wright interviews Brian Ritchie
Scott: How long have you been working for Beannachar?
Brian: Well, I came for 3 months and now I've been here for 18 years.
S: What did you do before you came to Beannachar, in the olden days ?
B: Before I came here I was actually doing 2 jobs. One was working in
a factory, making wires for going inside tyres, and I was also working
on a small fishing boat. We caught lobsters and crabs and also used nets
for fish in the season. I used to go to the West Coast once a year with
my brother-in-law Scuba diving. I once caught a dog fish by the tail 100
ft. down underwater. When I came to Beannachar, I did not have time to
go fishing anymore. I was in the Royal Navy Reserves - a Sea Cadet. I
joined when I was 12. Then I used to take people all over Britain - youngsters
who had never been away from home before. I taught them to shoot guns,
diving, going in helicopters. Later I was the Scottish Champion for rowing
and shooting.
S: Did you do any sport?
B: I didn't play football or golf, but I played cricket and basketball
for my school.
S: What kind of jobs do you do in Beannachar?
B: What don't I do? I do all the painting, some electrical work. I can
be a brickie one day, a farmer the next. The only thing I've not been
asked to do yet is to cook the meals - but I could also do that.
S: What is your favourite job?
B: Building the barn at the farm; big jobs like that. Then you see things
being done and all the students and co-workers can join in.
S: And your worst jobs?
B: Cleaning out the drains and the septic tanks.

Brian varnishes the "middle room" floor in the morning sunshine
S: Could you teach me things? I'm really interested in joinery work.
Could I be your apprentice?
B: Sometimes you have worked alongside me and that's ok but I couldn't
call you an apprentice because there is not enough variety and jobs for
a real apprenticeship.
S: What changes have you seen in your time at Beannachar?
B: When I first came, a lot of the buildings were badly needing renovating.
We did not have the money then so we did little things as we went along.
Now we've built Rose House and the whole place has been landscaped.
There have been lots of changes in the ways of doing things. You have
to be much more careful about safety now. The houses are a lot better
now - a lot of the rooms were falling to bits. We're still finding out
that some workmen in the past weren't doing their jobs properly. That's
the difference between getting a contractor in and doing it myself. If
I don't do it right first time, I have to go back again, and I don't like
doing that.
S: What are your plans for the future? What do you wish for?
B: I wish for good health and being able to carry on with my job. I'm
committed to being here for the future. Just now I am re-varnishing the
service room and middle room floors before they are lazured (painted).
Then I will take off the sliding doors and strip, sand and re-varnish
them.
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The Service Room
Richard Phethean
The Service room is a very important place in Beannachar. It is the one
place where we all regularly meet together. It is the place where we have
our morning "Work Meeting"; every day from Monday to Friday
at 9 am the whole community gathers in there. We start off in a peaceful
reverential mood as we light a candle and hear the inspiring words of
St. Francis:
Lord, make me an instrument of your peace,
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
where there is sadness, joy;
O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled
as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
We find that these words speak to all people, regardless of faith or
disposition. It helps us to focus on the problems and suffering of the
world and to find our inner response. We started having a short "prayer"
in response to 9.11, and the worrying events that followed. Sometimes,
when there is a major world concern, someone might say a few words about
it before the "prayer" in order to focus our minds on where
healing might be needed. We then sing a song together and listen to reports
from the various workshops. On Wednesday we also listen to a news report,
where we can contemplate the major world events. We then talk about the
events of the day ahead and listen to any information or questions anyone
may have. This helps everyone to orientate him or herself, and gives each
one a sense of belonging to the whole, and to experience a (hopefully)
clear structure to the day. We finish with another song.
The service room is also the place where we hold the Sunday service (hence
its name!), watch videos, dance folk dances, hear talks, attend meetings,
celebrate festivals, conduct training, play games, have fun, listen to
concerts, watch plays, perform in talent shows, groove at discos, you
name it; we do it! (as long as it is legal!)
Recently, the whole service room with its attached "middle room"
has had a face-lift. The floor and woodwork have been sanded and re-varnished,
the gloss work redone and the walls painted and lazured. Lazuring is a
special technique that involves painting several thin transparent layers
of water or acrylic paint over the emulsion. For this part, we asked David
Newbatt (a local Camphill artist) to help us. By then, Katherine Phethean
had finished her painting. David wanted to match the lazure colours to
the colours in her painting. David and I spent a weekend "lazuring",
brushing on layer after layer of dilute, delicate warm colours until we
were eventually satisfied with the result. The effect is a soft, breathing
texture of colour, which is gentle on the eye. We hope everyone likes
the effect. We hope it will enhance the many wonderful Beannachar events
we hold there.
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My Life in Sycamore By
Andrew Sheppard
I moved from Rose House to Sycamore House because I wanted a change.
I like living in Sycamore now. I help people, especially Anja who is my
friend. I help Michael when he comes in the morning. I help him to take
his coat off and to put his bag in the boot-room. After breakfast my job
is hoovering the stairs and all the carpets upstairs. After lunch I help
with the washing-up and after supper I am free.
My favourite friends are Kerri and Stephen. We have fun together playing
computer games in the evenings. Susan is the House Co-ordinator. She works
in her office. She is on the phone all the time. She sorts out my College
Course and she gives me a lift to College every Monday. I am learning
how to use a computer at College. I share a room with Richard. He is a
funny guy. We get on O.K. together. In my room I have a TV for watching
DVDs. I listen to music. I clean my room on Friday afternoon. Matthias
is my co-worker. He is a good co-worker.
I have a free day on Saturdays. Sometimes I buy a DVD or a CD in HMV.
When I get back from town, I make my own supper and take it upstairs.
On Sundays we go for outings or I have free time. Sometimes I go to my
grandparents' house. Last Sunday we went to the Sea Life Centre at St.Andrews.
The best thing about Sycamore is that I help all the people.
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Paul Interviews Juri
Paul: Which country do you come from?
Juri: Estonia, it is a country with 1,500 islands, next to the coast of
Russia, on the Baltic Sea. Finland is to the North, Sweden to the West
and Latvia to the South.
P: How is Scotland different from Estonia?
J: First of all, the climate is different. In Estonia we have four seasons,
very different from each other. Here, in comparison there are only two
seasons: one when the leaves are on the trees, one when the trees are
bare. The Estonian climate is much more extreme. The people are very similar.
The people here are rather reserved, like in Estonia. I have the feeling
that it takes a while to get to know people.
P: Did you have any jobs in Estonia?
J:I had several jobs. My first job was working on a farm in the school
holidays; weeding in a large cabbage field - the rows were 1 mile long.
That was quite hard work! I had other jobs in the school holidays. First
in a national TV studio as a cameraman's assistant. That did not last
long - six months. At that time Estonia was part of the Soviet Union.
I got a jacket from my Grandmother in England. It had 'New York' in big
letters on the back. This was the time of the Cold War. A Communist Party
official saw it and called the manager. He told me it was not politically
correct and I lost my job. I then got a job in the theatre. I started
off as a light technician and I worked there almost 15 years. I was a
light designer for the last 7 years. After a 5 month break, I went to
the Camphill Community in Estonia. I was there about 3 years and then
I came to Beannachar, 4 years ago.
P: How different is Camphill in Estonia compared to here?
J: Quite different. There is only one Camphill Community - a village for
people from 18 years. Some are in their 50's. Some people come from children's
homes - even if they were adults they still had to live there as there
was nowhere else for them. The Community has four houses. It is very isolated.
70 acres of agricultural land with woods all around and lots of wildlife.
We saw foxes, deer, elk, wolves, squirrels, hares, stoat and wild boar.
One year the wild boar dug up and ate all our potatoes in the field.
P: How did you find out about Beannachar?
J: Through Gabriele who I met in Estonia. She had lived in Beannachar
before and we moved here together.
P: Do you like it here?
J: I like it very much indeed. It is a very nice place to live and work.
P: What are your tasks in Beannachar?
J: At the moment I have two tasks. One task is to help to look after Silver
Birch house. My main task is to run the candle workshop, which takes most
of the day. Before that I ran the laundry. I have also just finished doing
the Youth Guidance Seminar. There is not much time left after doing all
these things!
P: What do you do in your spare time?
J: Well, I go to the cinema, I enjoy walking to town. I enjoy seeing other
people outside the Community.
P: Has Camphill changed your life?
J: Yes, very much. First I met my wife in Camphill. Camphill also opened
up new things for me, Anthroposophy; and there are still more things to
explore.
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Life of Alex in Beannachar
In the morning I'm getting up by myself. Then I'm getting dressed and
brush my teeth. After breakfast I dry the cutlery and wait for workmeeting.
I especially like the singing in workmeeting. Then is worktime. I'm working
in the candles. There I help packing candles and polish them. I like it
a lot and I'm very happy there. I have a rest after lunch till 2.30pm.
I listen to Harry Potter CDs and do some knitting or sleep. In the afternoon
I help to prepare supper in Silverbirch kitchen, in my house. I help to
prepare teabreak for the workshops. I go swimming, to folkdancing and
go to town on Saturday, and outings on Sunday. I like housecleaning on
Friday quite a lot. I'm very happy to be in a great place like this.
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ISABEL'S ARTICLE
I am Isabel, and I am typing this article on Daddy's computer for our
newsletter. I live upstairs in Rose house, Beannachar with mummy and daddy.
I am 14 years old. I go to school in Murtle Estate (Camphill Rudolf Steiner
Schools), and I have lunch in Mignon House. After lunch I got job - clean
the table and put the napkin bags into the basket.
I like Sara. Sara is my favourite friend. Sara is my girl friend. Poor
Sara, she has got a sore tooth, but Ruth's cat Elly has broken her tail
and Barbara will go to the vet with her.

Paul's puppet
I am Hannah's co-worker. (Hannah is my pretend friend.) Sometimes I like
to go to my room and play. On Thursdays I always go to supper in Silver
Birch and then folk dancing with Joanna.
I went to Carnival in our service room. At carnival, Rose house sang a
song of Obladi-Oblada and I did dancing and singing. Paul was funny because
he did a puppet show; chicken and a frog and he also sang a funny song
with a pretend microphone. Susanne, Rachel and Robert all sang songs.
Emma sang the song of Dido from "Life for Rent" called White
Flag - I really liked it. Trevor, Iain, Kerry and Alex were singing about
Australia.
I always play Uno with Suzanne. Today is Thursday. Today is my study
with my (imaginary) boy friend Theo. I like him very much. I went to the
gym and jumped on the big trampoline just now.
On Friday there is no school because it is my half term break.
love
Isabel

Susanne's performance at the Talent Show
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My Life in Beannachar
by Carla Whittaker
Beannachar is a place where we do work training.
I have a nice time in silver birch house. I have special needs and I
am cared for in Beannachar. I take a special vitamin supplement at supper
and Lunch and breakfast. We do the House jobs and cleaning on Friday afternoon
and in between we have tea break in our kitchen.
We have also been doing the house jobs after breakfast.
I and some of my friends go out on Friday evening for the Doric Dolphin
swimming club and when we come back we have Drinks of apples juice. I
stay up late on Friday nights. We are going to a Swimming gala on the
11th of march and 19th of march in Peterhead.
On Wednesday and Saturday and Sunday evening we have a nice time with
my friends in sycamore sitting room as well as lots of friends from Rose
house.
I now have my own single room, but I used to share a room with Alex in
2003.
Every Tuesday I enjoy students' meetings with Andy. I am the secretary
for the student's meeting.
I am going to town with my co-worker and then I come back for supper and
I watch my video on my computer and in my room I Listen to my music in
my free time. I am going home on the 4th of march. Every Thursday night
we enjoy folk dancing.
I will leave Beannachar in 2006. I am going to Newton Dee. One day I would
like to get my own flat together with my boyfriend Lee. We change our
work placements twice a year.
Emma used to come and stay for the weekend and shared my room in Beannachar
for stay over night. We had lots of fun talking till late in night.
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A "Sailing" trip with the Ocean Youth
Trust Scotland by Stephen Stuart
On Friday the 11th of September we went with a group to Edinburgh for
sailing with the Ocean Youth Trust (OYT). In the group were: Scott, Kerri,
Mark, Frankie, Andy, Pam (co-skipper, OYT volunteer), Iain, and myself
(Stephen Stuart, who wrote this article).
We met the skipper called Brian on the 'Alba Volunteer' who explained
about the boat and sailing. He showed us how to use the equipment and
we were also taught how to use our safety harnesses so we would not fall
over board. Then we got a taster of sailing but we had to return to the
harbour because the weather was very stormy. We had to stay in the harbour
for the rest of the time but still had fun and games. We helped to prepare
our meals and wash up one highlight for me was throwing the plastic plates
to one another and drying them. Then it was bedtime for all of us. Unfortunately
some of the crew got queasy but no one got sick.

Then in the morning we got up and had breakfast. After that we learned
about knots and other things. Then we tried out the rubber dingy and had
fun with that. We made one of our co-workers (Iain) walk the plank. Then
we did some major cleaning on the boat. We said thanks to Brian the Skippy
and went back to Beannachar.
It was a great time and hopefully we can go sailing again this year.
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Canoeing
by Stephen Stuart
On the 27th of August 2004 we had a pool practice for canoeing with two
instructors. There were Scott, Paul, Steve, and I (Stephen Stuart) to
practice for a canoeing session on a loch. We practised turning, reversing
the canoe, capsizing, and moving sideways. It was fun even though I almost
drowned (just kidding!).
On the 5th of September we went on the loch (I can't remember the name)
and met with the instructors. This time Rebekka with her children and
Aziz came along. The day was quite mild and some of us went for a swim
after the canoeing. The water was freezing but I think it was fun anyway.
We used canoes and kayaks. One of the canoes (the wooden one you can
see on the photographs) was built in by Jonathan, Steve and students in
Beannachar. The instructors taught us how to keep the boat straight and
we also did all the things we had practised during the pool session. We
also tried to steer the boat on our own (without an instructor in the
boat) by using the paddles on both sides of the boat. We had to wear safety
gear (as you can see on the pictures): helmet, neoprene clothes, and life
jackets.
I think it was a lot of fun and I hope that we can do some more canoeing
in the future.
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Kerri's Holiday Down Under
I went on holiday to a place called Australia. It was so nice to see.
I saw a lot of nice places. I went with my mother and my granny. We had
two months of holiday. I went swimming in the sea, but it was too cold.
I met my cousins for the first time and I made a lot of new friends and
we got together a lot. I stayed at my granny's house to keep her company
for a while. I stayed at one of my friends. I went to a place called Movie
World. I went to a shopping mall with my friend's daughter. I had so much
fun. We ate in MacDonald's. On my birthday we had sun and we went out
for the day. On the other days we had rain and thunder and lighting and
once we had hailstones. They were big. We stayed in a place called Brisbane.
Our hotel had a swimming pool and a sauna and we were near by the river
where we could see the boats. We went on a boat called "The City
Cat" and it went up one way and down the other way and if you stood
up at the front of the boat you could get the water in your face.
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Samantha's Move

I was in Beannnachar for 7 years. So first I had a two-week trial visit
in Tiphereth to see what I think of the place, that's when I made friends
with Denise. I actually got on well with Denise right from the start.
I quite liked the place. So then I made preparations for leaving. The
leaving date was set for the 1st of October, just after Michaelmas. And
then I moved to Tiphereth on the 4th of October.
For a start my eyes wouldn't stop watering during my leaving party, and
then on the very last day in Beannachar as well.
It felt strange not being in Beannnachar.
Now I'm beginning to miss everybody.
I am quite happy where I am otherwise, cos I can still get all the help
I need.
And I have made a few friends - a girl called Denise in Kitezh, a few
minutes walk away. Sometimes I visit her, sometimes she visits me.
The meals are very nice.
The house I am staying in is called the Hollies. My house parents are
very nice - Sandy and Bruce, and Bruce is a bit of a joker sometimes.
Sometimes we do things all together in the evenings - like we have been
to a concert or to the pub for a drink (the odd one glass of white wine.)
I do weaving and paper-making as day activities from Monday to Friday.
Sometimes I have been baking as well. One day a week or so I am cooking
the evening meal for the Hollies with Bruce.
I have my own room - quite a big room near the kitchen.
We do swimming in day activities one day a week.
The weekends are very nice as well. On Saturdays we are free to get up
whenever we want and we can just get our own breakfast. On Saturdays we
might go into town with a co-worker. In the evening we usually have bible
evening at 7.30 for everbody in all three houses (Tiphereth, Kitezh and
the Hollies). On Sunday we can go to the Christian Community service if
we want to. And then we have a gathering all 3 houses together at 11.30,
sometimes in the Hollies and sometimes in a different house. Sometimes
we go to a concert in St Giles in the evening and that usually starts
at 6 o-clock.
On Thursday 10th of March 2005 I will attend a day conference in Beannachar
about Rights and Responsibilities. And also that's a chance to see my
old friends again - for a start if some of the co-workers are free I will
have a chance to see them again as well.
Samantha Jones
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When Paddy met Shannon
Hello! My name is Paddy, I am an Angora goat and I am employed here in
Beannachar as an animal companion. Farm animals don't much like to be
alone and so I see to it that they have a good friend with them in the
field. I don't get much of a salary only a few apples and lots of hay
but it's an interesting place with lots of amusing human beings around.
I was mistook one night for a ram by a silly human called Joanne (she
was quite new here then.) Speaking of rams I made very good friends with
the rams and was most upset when I had to leave them and become Shannon's
companion.

Shannon is a Connemara thoroughbred horse. She is fifteen hands high
(I know because I have counted) and nineteen years old (I know because
I have seen her birth certificate.) I am a very curious goat and I am
sometimes very naughty. Like when I joined Shannon in her field, I tried
to escape to see my old friends the rams. I wonder who's executive decision
that was? I was not a happy goat and it took a while for Shannon and I
to make friends.

Shannon had been used for breeding purposes at her last home and when
Beannachar got her she was not in good condition because her last pregnancy
had taken so much out of her. Susan has still got her last foal. Now I
bleat when Shannon comes to the field on a morning after a night in her
stable. This is to greet her, as a true animal companion ought and to
tell her that the night was lonely without her. I like to be good at my
job, so a message to all you funny humans, if you visit us make sure you
bring two apples, one for Shannon and one for me, (please chop up the
one for me because I haven't got big teeth like Shannon has), it isn't
much but it's a living.
Thank you from Paddy (Joanne translated)
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THE STUDENTS' MEETING By
Rachel Grant
I am doing this article about the Students' Meeting because in our meeting
we have done the Tsunami Backpacks Appeal to help the children who are in
need of our help. Everybody bought something from the list and we packed
up 3 backpacks and they will go to India so that children can go to school
again.We have also talked about the Students' Conference, which is going
to be here in Beannachar on 10th March. There will be lots of students coming
from other places and we will be talking about 'My Rights and my Responsibilities',
and there will be guided tours around all the workshops so people can see
what we do here. Some students from here are also going to a conference
in New Lanark in April.
Andy tells us each week what is talked about in the coworker meeting
so we students always know what is happening. Plus I am the secretary
for the Students Meeting and I keep a list of all the dates and what we
talk about.
The Students' meeting is really interesting and it is on every Tuesday.
We have also talked about Carin's dog, Sam, who had to be put to sleep
because he had cancer. We organised a students Talent Show.
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Aberdeen Western Peripheral Route Demonstration
UPDATE DECEMBER 2005:
The Save Camphill Campaign has been successful. The road planners have
announced that the road will be situated away from Murtle and Newton
Dee estates. However, it will be closer to another estate,
Camphill Estate, who will need to negotiate with the planners.

Trevor and Joanne
On Thursday 10th March, a small group of students and co-workers from
Beannachar joined a demonstration at the Mill Inn at the start of a public
consultation about a proposed ring road for Aberdeen. The demonstration
was organised by the "Save Camphill" campaign, which opposes
the road that threatens the future of both Newton Dee and Murtle estate,
(part of the Camphill Rudolf Steiner Schools). The planners are hoping
to situate the road between the two communities. The "Save Camphill"
campaign has the support of many local people as well as groups such as
the Friends of the Earth and the Aberdeen Green Belt Alliance. The press
and the local television crews were there. Although the proposed route
will not go anywhere near Beannachar, many students strongly oppose the
road, as many have come from Camphill Schools or hope to move on to Newton
Dee. Also many feel incredible support for their friends and colleagues
in the two communities.
If you are interested to support the campaign, and we do need your support,
please contact me or visit www.savecamphill.org.uk.
You could also help by visiting the road website http://www.awpr.co.uk,
downloading a comment sheet and expressing your views directly to the
road team.
Richard Phethean

Demonstrators at the Waterwheel Inn consultation
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